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January 02 Introduction to a half of my face
Quote Introduction to a half of my face August 24 Dark side of your shadowHave you ever seen your shadow? Yes, of course, you have ever seen your shadow even now. Your shadow will go with you every where you go or every where you are. But the point is only you can see your shadow or not. You are aware about your shadow or not. Absolutely, you can see it during day time but not during night time. Normally during day time, you can see it clearly. You will know the one who takes care of you visibly. But at night, the dark side of the shadow hides in somewhere beside you but you don’t know because you cannot see it. It will be with you at all times even you cannot see it or even you cannot feel it. You may not pay attention to it but it shall pay attention to you and take care of you even you cannot see it. Think about it. Sometimes you cannot see the dark side of the shadow but that does not mean the shadow leaves you alone. It will cheer you up at all times even your darkest night and even it will be ignored by you. The dark side of your shadow is like the wind of best wishes that cheers you up when you are down and protects you when you are in troubles though you don’t know it is there with you. It is the one who takes care of you and support you in anyway even you don’t know. It is the one who always give you the best wishes. Can you feel the dark side of your shadow? July 26 ME, MYSELF and IIn a man deep inside, there are many matters to be thought. Many matters need more attention to make decision. Some issues are easy to do it, but sometimes, just only one issue in his mind can be conflicted in itself. In a man’s mind, “MYSELF” always wants to do what he really wants to do or wants to be. “ME” always says that it should be him to accept or to receive anything which sometimes may cause him suffer while “I” always say that he should do the right thing or the right way according to his society. Many issues, a man always uses “I” to make decision. If everybody uses “MYSELF” to make decision or to solve his issues, there may be many problems in his society because he does not respect to the rules or norm in his society. “I” sometimes discuss with “ME” and “MYSELF” to find the best solution for the issue in a man’s mind. And the solution may be the answer from “ME” even he will be suffered, but absolutely, “ME” must have the reason which “I” and “MYSELF” need to accept though “MYSELF” is against it in depth. Why should a man do like that in such situation? You will never know if you are not a man in that situation. So, think carefully. The best answer is in your hand. It depends on what you use to make decision. What do you use more in your decision? “ME”, “MYSELF” or “I” . July 22 FriendshipOnce upon a time, there were two women who were close friends and traveling in the desert. As time went by, one day there was an argument between those two friends. One had inadvertently beaten another face one time with her own hand. The one who was beaten just kept quiet and said nothing even she was very hurt. She just wrote in the sand “Today I was beaten my face by my friend”. They both still kept going on together. Till one day, they reached an oasis. They made decision to take a bath . Then the accident was happened. The one, who had ever been beaten her face by her friend, was sinking in that oasis. She could not swim. Her friend, who had ever beaten her face, did not hesitate to save her life. At last, she was safe. This time, the one who was safe, still said nothing but carved one sentence in a big rock “Today my close friend saves my life”. The other one did not understand what her friend did. Then she asked her friend that when you was beaten your face, you wrote a sentence in the sand but why you carved it in the big rock in this case. The other one smiled and replied to her close friend gently “When I was beaten by my close friend, I should write it in the sand. And then, the wind of forgiveness will blow it out and does not remain it in my heart. But when I received the good things, I should carve it in a big rock of remember which any kind of heavy wind can’t get rid of it from my heart.”
Good Friendship is very difficult to make it. It must use very much time to form it. Don’t let a tiny problem demolish it. June 17 EmptinessWhen I was young, I thought that when I grew up, I would be a great and powerful person in one kind of business. Then I just do study and work hard. As the time passed by, I’ve grown up. I look at myself in the mirror and ask myself “Have I reached it yet?”. I don’t know. There is always one step ahead waiting for me to achieve after I’ve reached one. Is this called challenge? I think “yes”. Normally people call it like that. I’m so tired about it. And my question still comes out again and again, when it will be ended? No answer… There is no answer anymore. I have to look back to myself and to retrace myself. What do I really want and what do I really be? What I find is emptiness. Under people is the ground. Above the ground is mountain. Above the mountain is the sky. Above the sky is a cloud. Above the cloud is emptiness. The highest is emptiness. Why do I try so hard to find the emptiness? Why do I try so hard to be alone? …Do you also try to find the emptiness like me? It’s very lonely. Nobody comes to me with sincerity. Most of them come to meet me to take benefits from me otherwise they don’t even glance me. I’m so cold and lonely. Then I think why….. Why do I grow up without friendliness for other? Why do I have to compete so much? Friendliness, just only I give it to others. It will reflect my life in better. Why do I hesitate to do it now? Do you want to start giving the friendliness to others from now like me? Goodbye…..Emptiness June 10 Happiness is your own definitionAre you happy in your life now? Am I happy in my life now? Is anybody happy in his life now? Nowadays, most people always say that they are not happy in their lives. Why? The answers I always get from them are that they still want better lives, better cars, better houses than they have got them now. They still want new mobile phones, new accessories, new clothes which are in trend. And after they’ve got one they want, they shall have new want to satisfy their eagerness. That’s why most people now especially the people in big city still stuck with the big hole of want and eagerness. Therefore, they cannot be happy or can be happy only a little time when they’ve got one thing (of many things) they want. And then they shall struggle again and again for the new want or new eagerness to fulfill their wants. Have you ever think that when they will be happy at all time not for a while? Are they materialism? I think if you can define your happiness in reality. If the want were a glass and the fulfillment is the water in that glass. Normally your glass will not have the water in full. It will have the water in the glass depending on each person. It will not equal. One may have the water in a half of his glass while another one will have the water only a quarter of his glass, because the wants of each person are different and are not equal. It will make most of them cannot find the real happiness. How will they do to find the real happiness in their lives? I think they have to reduce their size of their glasses then the water will be in full in their glass. Their real happiness will come from that time. You can think that if your glass is full of water. You don’t have to struggle for your want or eagerness. Then your life will be easy to go on with happiness. By the way, the difficulty is that you can reduce your glass or not, and how to reduce. It depends on each person. It’s very difficult but if you can do it, you will live with the happy lives at all time. Your mind is very important to decide the glass. Your action is very important to fulfill your new reduced glass. Now I think “Happiness is your own definition”. Let’s start trying from now. Can you do it? June 03 Good night my nightHi Tonight, Long long night again that I've met as usual. How are you my night? Are you still the same? I think you are the same for me. But for others, you will be differnt, right? Why don't you bring the stars to all the sad. Why don't you bring the courage to the coward. Why don't you bring the peace like you, my night tonight, to all over the world? That can only be my dream or you can make it for me, my night. I beg you. June 01 RainbowHi Today, Today I'm so surprised. I can see three rainbows from my office at the same time. I see the frist rainbow on one side of my office, while another side of my office there are two rainbows in the sky. They are very beautiful. I've never seen it for long time here in the place I've lived. I just wanna say that even it's very rare to see but there is still remained. So don't worry to do something that you think it's very worthless or impossible. Everything can be happened. It depends on your attempt and endurance. One day, it will be possible if you don't leave it. May 31 Introduction to a half of my faceNormally, human beings will have two parts within one person. One is good and another one is bad. Is it like a coin which has only two sides? I ask myself. It may be. For me, I can use just only the words “may be”. I think it’s depended on who justifies which one is correct and which one is incorrect. Hence one behaviour in one society may be correct and good for that society while it will be bad or incorrect in another society. You can see that most of our activities are justified by the society whether it’s good or bad. Sometimes, I doubt to myself what I’m doing is good or bad. Why do I have to let the society justify my life? Why? Why? And why? Many questions are occurred in my brain again and again. I have to do as many people do. I have to be as many people are. Is that correct? I’m sometimes very tired to do anything. In my opinion, I think everything is gray. It’s not just only black or white. But it’s gray. Light gray or dark gray, that is. Nobody is perfect. Nobody is clean. Yes, of course, nobody is only bad also. So do I. I’m also a man. I’m good and bad in myself. Light gray in sometimes and dark gray in some reasons depend on which half of my face you meet. Do you decide the students who don’t go to their school are always wrong? Do you decide the prisoner is always wrong? Do you decide the prostitute is always bad? The society sentences them at first already that they are wrong. They are bad. Why don’t we find the reason to make them being like that? The teacher may be not qualified to teach the students or may make bad attitude to them to make them don’t wanna go to school. The prisoner may be the innocent if the truth is really opened. The prostitute may not be the prostitute if they have the chance or if they are not forced. Now…..who is correct? Which half of my face does you meet from this society? That is your justification. |
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