When I was young, I thought that when I grew up, I would be a great and powerful person in one kind of business.  Then I just do study and work hard.  As the time passed by, I’ve grown up. I look at myself in the mirror and ask myself “Have I reached it yet?”.  I don’t know.  There is always one step ahead waiting for me to achieve after I’ve reached one.  Is this called challenge?  I think “yes”.  Normally people call it like that.  I’m so tired about it.  And my question still comes out again and again, when it will be ended?   No answer…  There is no answer anymore.  I have to look back to myself and to retrace myself.  What do I really want and what do I really be?  What I find is emptiness.  Under people is the ground.  Above the ground is mountain.  Above the mountain is the sky.  Above the sky is a cloud.  Above the cloud is emptiness.  The highest is emptiness.  Why do I try so hard to find the emptiness?  Why do I try so hard to be alone?  …Do you also try to find the emptiness like me?  It’s very lonely.  Nobody comes to me with sincerity.  Most of them come to meet me to take benefits from me otherwise they don’t even glance me.  I’m so cold and lonely.  Then I think why…..  Why do I grow up without friendliness for other?  Why do I have to compete so much?  Friendliness, just only I give it to others.  It will reflect my life in better.  Why do I hesitate to do it now?  Do you want to start giving the friendliness to others from now like me?   Goodbye…..Emptiness